killerwhaletank:

I’ve gotten to the point where I can admit it out loud, but.. I’m in an abusive relationship.  With Keith Olbermann.  This whole thing with him being at odds with Current, only not really being at odds with them?  With the media making it out to be a bigger deal than it really is?  It’s tearing me apart, both inside and out.  I keep telling myself that this isn’t happening, that this can’t happen again, that I can’t risk losing him again, but part of me just knows…

Keith likes needs to be in control.  At work, he is the last word on what happens at “Countdown”.  Period.  The script, the website, the set, the guests, everything.  Keith’s word is the last one.  And it’s because of this nature that he tends to be viewed as a diva, a bratty child who throws fits when they don’t get their way.  And everyone who doesn’t agree with him tries to pain him as a bad person, but really he’s not.  He’s not a bad person at all.

He’s already left me twice, and yet I’ve sat back and I’ve waited for him to come back to me, into my waiting arms only to get myself beaten up again.  I’m not sure if I can do this another time.  I don’t know if I can lose him again.

THIS.